This lil guy ran up into erikas yard, and went crazy, he's so cute

    Last night the cats crawled up on me an watched a movie w/ me for a bit before I paaaaaassed out.
    Woke up, got Spencer ready for his ride by 730, sent Felix off to the bus at 805, an sweet talked Charlie outta bed to take him to preschool.  The mini van isn't so bad, drives nice, an kicks ass when you find the
Depeche Mode cd, woop!  As for this very moment, my little tour guide helped me find a coffee shop and we're having a bagel for lunch :D

    Day 1 on my own... Spencer n Felix were at school all day, Charlie an I watched movies.  Then they got home, did hw, then we ran around an played like we were Mad Eye Moody before swimming practice.  I read, and Charlie watched Spongebob w/ the lil neighbor girl on iPod... then home, dinner, Harry Potter, medicine, brush those teeth, read stories and off to bed :]
    I almost drown in the huge tub, so cool!!

more!

xmas cards!

I made about 20, and here's my favorites

    Seriously.

    I've been at Starbucks for about 4hours now, with Erika.  I came here to read, but that's proven to not work with us. She's doing good now, but I can't concentrate.  Know that twitch you get in your leg sometimes if that certain nerve gets hit?  My leg has been doing that for the past 30 minutes.
    And now, I'm officially overthinking, and it's driving me nuts. On top of that, I'm listening to the Stay soundtrack that I'm madly in love with, so it just leads me to thinking more, and with more ease.

    FUCK.

    I want to just quit on boys, friends & crushes alike.  Quit seeming so fuckin excited to talk to them, or get in touch with them.

    Kalvin doesn't really wanna talk because he likes me too much, which just seems like an excuse to dismiss me. wtf, bs.
    Anthony, idk.  He's busy, which I know.  But then this last month, we didn't talk much.  But I don't want to
seem like that crazy girl who likes him an won't leave him alone.
    Alex. shit lol, I just adore the guy, he's sweet & an awesome friend when I actually get to see him. I'm only hoping that I don't (again) seem like the crazy girl who won't leave him alone.  But I do want to be better at keeping in touch since its a rarity when he comes through town.


    I just want it to be "OK" to be friends with guys, without them freaking out.  Or their fuckin girlfriends banning them from friendship, thats some BS.  fuckers.  Also, I don't want to be the girl chasing boy. a boy that I will probably never have a chance with in the first place.

The Silent Comedy

owns me

G.Damn Vampires

• 130 am, I just finished Twilight.
• Jealous of people watching the midnight showing.
• Seriously debated going to Wal Mart, to buy the 2nd book :x
• Excited for the movie, but still apprehensive...

    The Cullens & Hales look, egh...
2.5 days to finish this 500 page book. Fool, it took me a month to finish the 500 page HP: Order of the Phoenix (aside from it boring me, least fave of the 7).  Point being, I loved the book.  I'm totally shocked at how much I did.  An ready for this, I fuckin cried like 4 times!  I'm glad I just read it, and I haven't been obsessed and waiting for the movie for months... (as some Twilight fans have been).

    I already have Harry Potter: the Half Blood Prince to obsess about... which I'm PISSED that its not out today a originally scheduled.  Probably would have been confusing kids...Cedric Diggory vs Edward Cullen. oh my.
    Anywho... I'm going to attempt sleep, wake up, have coffee, maaaaybe buy New Moon,
then prep for The Silent Comedy, WOO!!

forgot I have this..

    I've been horrible at updating lately.
    Last week was a whirlwind.  Went to the Partisan with the wife, then Hotel Utah with Milo, then Regal Ballroom with Chelle.  Whew.  Oh and I got a ticket and survived on no money cause my check was
late.